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Today's mood... ... Calm but stressed up with the stupid raft. But now, it has subsided since all the equipments have been bought and the raft is half done now.

Ytd - Recce.
Worst. In a foul mood. Not because i blame anyone but it's because of the last minute raft. Everything still in a mess and i wished that i don't need to do it. Fucked up. Wanted coconut, no coconut. Level 1 anger. Wanted styrofoam, no styrofoam. Level 2 anger. Think of new ideas. Level 3 anger and in the end, i don't care at all. Not even voicing out anything. Anger to the max.

Today. Spent half a day buying equipment. Bamboo pole, styrofoam, etc. Afternoon, went to collect team T-shirt. The guy was fucking xia lan. I went into the shop and the guy said, "What!"
knn, if i not wearing uniform, he sure die. Got pissed off with the last min raft alry and give me this type of shit. But i try to calm down today, after burning my cells ytd. Fuck'd up. Luckily, got my friends ard to help me or else i would stressed till dead.
This is what i did for half of the day.
2nd half... Building raft. Tied the bamboo pole together. Got Yujin and Zerrard being scout. No problem. Yujin share the same sentiment (feeling) as me that both don't lyk to be disturbed when serious, from what i see when he tying the pole. It's fucking annoying.

Just played Battle of Middle Earth. Waiting for the time to play. The Act where big forces chiong at me, the smaller force. WoW. Scary but fun.

Time to sleep.