think_confidentiality

Life's bad for this week and for the following weeks though.

I got scolded twice in a week right in front of everyone. What the fuck!!! All just because of complains posted in the forum and as well as to some higher authority. Why am i the one/my team always suffer the complains and not the others from other teams. It's just too unfair.

Why are people scared to scold the higher authority instead of pushing the blame at us saying we (the small fry) are at wrong all the time? Aren't they supposed to get blame too since they took such a long time to make the decision. I meet the timeline for doing the cases and sending it to the decision maker for his approval. It's him who takes his time to reply back to us even though the system has been sending reminder to him to make decision. I am so fed up. Me get scolded and blame and the decision maker can sit down and relax in the office.

Now, my boss has a very bad impression of me, as of what i think, even though of what i did previously.

As of what my IC says, one wrong move you makes will alter the good image you create previously.

My friends also told me, the higher you goes, the greater you will fall. Now, i falls pretty hard and it's very hard to pick it up again.

Now, i am much of a comfort now after some thoughts and as well as my friends. It will be a long fight for peace for this month especially when the boss wants to see everything and every minor work processes so that we can cover our backsides. Stupidity is everything in my unit.