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The recess week is here. But I don't feel any mood at all. I failed to resist the temptation of watching anime, doing other stuffs rather than studying.

I feel that it's better for me to go back to school and study alone outside instead of staying at home with the temptation of playing. It's true that i have curb my intensive playing of my PSP after i completed "God of Wars".
But some sort of other, i feel weird staying at home studying.

However, when i wanted to go out and study, there will be some insecurity that i left out something at home which i needed for studying. Hence, a kind of confusion arises.

One philosophical saying from my friend, 'How can you be confused when u know you are confused.'

Now, i don't even know whether i am confused or not. All the work, all my goals and all my fun are intertwined with knots, waiting for me to untie it.

Will I be able to differentiate each and solve the mystery within myself. The worst enemy of all: myself.

I recently attended one talk on entrepreneurship and the speaker said that we all live in a subconciousness world and you have to realised what it is in order to wake up from your dream. A very interesting speaker.

I tink I should make a timetable for myself in order to know what is happening to me.