think_confidentiality

Pitfall, screwed up, fuck up, shit happens...wateva u name it.

Recess week in the middle of the semester is truly a bad thing for me. Though i managed to catch up on my tut and work, but work is hell piling up. Just completed one proj ytd and here comes another one. And to add on to my misery, there's a math quiz next week with the submission of my lab report this thur. wtf...

Talking about the proj i just completed with my grp, it's shitty. Not that i don't lyk grp work, it's just my grp. To be honest, i lyk grp work but not to the extent of this grp. First, silence is always hard to break. I have tried very hard to start a conversation going but no matter how hard i tried, there will be a long silence after lyk 2 or 3 sentences. Truly sad.

My grp members, one who hardly spoken more than 10 sentences in our discussion; one who has a mentality of individuality and try to get things done her way; the other 2 are okay. Worst thing, i am the only guy. Not that i don't lyk girls but in a proj grp of uneven gender distribution, it become so bias. Think of this way, if you are the only girl in the grp of guys, you would feel different. And these girls have been together for quite some time already. Wat abt me ? Just known them for less than 48 hours, and don't even noe their name until i went forward to them.

Talking about the girl with a sense of individuality, she is so tactical. Quiet and dangerous. Wateva points i gives, she rephrases it and made it her point. Worst still, she add on points tat i don't accede to. Den today, as a discussion for the next proj, she remains silent. Looking at her, i noe tat she got something in mind but don't wish to voice it out and remain quiet all the way. What can i say... Till now, guess her nationality (my grp is multi 'racialism' with girls from different countries...hhee).

Haizzz... Shall not tink abt it anymore, shld continue with my last min work (lab report). What a busy schedule.